Anon
May 1, 2026 at 2:08:30 AM
Man your new blog post has me thinking... I related to how you were by yourself and HAD to talk to yourself. I had a similar feeling in 2020!! I had to see the UGLIEST parts of myself and BE by myself since the pandemic happened. That's partially how I found my gender identity!! Also, I've been feeling the same about needing validation from people. It's truly a poison to have. I'm still on my journey to find my own peace and 100% love myself. I feel like im halfway there though! I used to hate my face, now I dont mind it and embraced my cheek bones and how masc my face looks!! I hope to reach my inner peace as much as you have!! Also, maybe its okay to have confidence in yourself that you wont fall back into old habits after deciding to talk to people again! I'd keep track of how you find your peace now, and make sure youre still doing these things while you're also reconnecting with others!! Im on anon rn because I havent like, felt like I connected to a stranger online like this and I dont wanna come off as weirdly parasocial or something. But!! KUDOS TO YOUR GROWTH!! Its inspiring!!
Replied on: May 1, 2026 at 3:10:29 AM
I appreciate this a lot actually. Not weird at all. After all my whole thing says to connect with me ;3 but seriously, I know I said its hard to reach me rn, and I'll respect that anon of course but if you ever feel inclined to talk don't be afraid to reach out. 💜